~Hate dat bitch
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Kalau mak da mcm anak sundal abeh mcm mane eh ??????
Labels: still hate dat bitch
posted at Tuesday, March 24, 2009
~well...its been quite a while
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
yup...i've realised its been darn loooong i've logged in diz blog of myn due jz sianz wif farkd up lyf...Now its lyk half a year i'm unemployed,i've even dwngraded mynslf to a low wage for an easy job bt yet stil i cant/wasnt e chooswen one....i wunder why...i asked mynslf..m i dat bad tt noOne wana employ me?..haizz...veri...veri sianz i can admit but hey lyf iz owaz unfair to u even hw rich/poor/kind/bad u can be....at diz veri moment ryt now i'm lyk bloody 1st tym in M'sia surfyn to e bloodi internet...wtf ryt?...e hell wif it...i juz am damn bored & sianz wif e farkyn lyf i'm given...
so more abt todae highlites..
1]...hmmmm,bored!!!
2]...ate a weird dish juz now!!!(damn weird siullllll(=()..
3]...hate..hate..hate the bloody weather!!!
4]..i jz gt nuthyn to say...coz bored!...
newae..gtg...
Labels: gannnnng.....
posted at Wednesday, March 18, 2009
~its e 2009
Sunday, February 08, 2009
yup!.....its been awhile we both been jottyn dwn..tings are nt kinda doin well coz or mebe due to economik tingy?or coz i've been dump by my employers due to myn farkd up duh!argghhhh!veri lame sial!.....tolla!nw myn engagement kinda slowed dwn,i tink gona be much later mebe 2011 or 2012?...Fark it i duno sey! Wads mre my chracter been so damn farkd up sey...bie been such wunder hero to me for constantly patient wif me...tolla!...bie job kinda slack too coz nrml lah diz kinda ting wen it hppen evrytyn slackyn dwn...drivyn everyone dwn esp efforts in wrk,motivatn to wrk...jz no dedicatn added in e wrk (i guez so?)...and wadz mre i'm nt wrkyn,its addyn mre to e damnstress!arhhhhh!i've been goin tru & fro findyn jobs bt to no appearance or wadsoeva....haizzzz...toallaa!
anihu,yup..e l;atest i've so much put in myn pride dat i even tke job as a pastry coook!Can u blive it????arhhhhhh...myn fmly wadsmre unbelievebly unsupportif cos its due to myn fault tt my employers dump me!e hell sey...i farkyn learn myn mistke n tryin to gt atlst decent job for mynself...bt hey,as bie say..diz iz part and parcel of lyf ryt??....'sigh'...ysterdae jz wen for sum sort of intrvw/so called a chgyn in career..known as Nursyn...yup,blive it or not,i wen wif myn pal and unbelievable drama to c dat wae much alottt of human unemployed sey!wah liao eh...dey muz haf felt much shit den me sey....haizz.
Labels: sad century
posted at Sunday, February 08, 2009
~BtoLLa !!!
Saturday, October 04, 2008
tolla Fed Up ar.......... Kalau semua tk tau,abeh tau buat ape ????? Tkkn nk kene sPoOn FeD smpai Tua kn ?????? Abeh kalau da brRumah tangga pon tk tau jugak pe nk buat kape ?????? Abeh kalau da brSuami isteri pon tk tau nk buat ape kape ?????? Abeh kalau da jdi Ayah Ibu pon tk tau nk buat ape kape ???????? ToLLA......Setiap org akan melalui pengalaman yng pertama dlm sesuatu pekara/peristiwa......Abeh kalau tk pernah lalui,bile lgi kn ???Ye tk !! toLLa !!
*THIS IS A REMINDER TO ALL*
*APABILA KITA SUDAH MEMPUNYAI SEORANG ANAK*
:JANGAN SELALU MANJAKAN ANAK ITU SELALU K !
:JANGAN KURONG/KONGKONG ANAK ITU K !
:JANGAN KUTOK ANAK ITU K !
KALAU ANDA NAMPAK IBUBAPA YNG MELANGGAR UNDANG2 TERSEBUT TOLONG PUKOL BANTAI ITU DUA BINATANG SMPAI MAMPOS.ORANG MCM GITU TK PATOT HIDOP K !!!!
Sekian Terima Kasih
oh yea Selamat Hari Raya untk semua ! Kalau rase2nye hidop tu troublesome sgtkn,tkyalah mintak maaf eh ?? Mcm no point gitu. Ye TaK !!!!!!
Labels: WADEVEA
posted at Saturday, October 04, 2008
~holy month
Thursday, September 18, 2008
fasting season diz month as again w/o fail i m nt on leave for myn fast..biaserlah!!1haizzz...lame jgk bulan ni coz stuff at wrk but wadda heck like i care ryt??
for myn new blog,how is it??lame?duhh?ugly??...aside frm ther,i m stil wunderyn hu e hell is dat "rodimus"....hmmmmmm(+.+")...sumhw if gt fwee tym i juz chg again blog ni....hmmmmm...i'm tired sey and myn leg haf start achyn oredi!!!it shuckz lar...i need help abt myn body..myself...haizzzz...i feel lyk a bloddy big "fcukyn" hippo! LAMERZ AHHHHHHHHH!!!
ysterdae met bie,mcm cian g2 drn droopy eyes dier and stuff..haizzz...cian dier....hopeja get better wif werk which goes same to me too..
K ar i gtg...Love u bieeee!=)
Labels: kecohrable
posted at Thursday, September 18, 2008
~_quite true_
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
wel,e fasting month is here and i was on MC on e 1st dae itself...OMS!!..wel,wad can i say??fever...fever...fever.....haizzzz...wel ocoz ups & dwns are are norm in all relationshp/bondingness but hey i guess WE MUST LEARN NT JUST OWAZ SHOOTYN AT PPLE LYK me!!..DUH..anihu,yup we both just lost a dear friend eventho i duno him dat well/wadsoever,but i cried during the caremony..DATS E TING....e emoness of me juz dampens...haizzzz..bt most imptantly,bie have been e best chum & fiance..Alhamdulillah..Though he may sound wad i owaz say 'duh' but i do listen to wad he says eventho i noe i m quite slow in comprehendyn stuff...
"The past present itself as visions and images found in long corridors of time. The human mind perceives the past and tries to make a meaning out of it.Memories may be good or bad, but to make most of the past, one has to probably look at the mistakes committed, and to keep oneself cheerful, often look at the happy days, taking screenshots of the better glimpses that the past presents."
For my dear Md Shahrun....
Walk with me, the path of life,
to explore every bend of the road
Enjoy with me the beauty of life,along its wonderful way
Find comfort with me, in each other's arms,when grief crosses our path
Find strength with me, in each other's strength,when despair lies in wait
Laugh with me, a single true laugh,to enlighten another's distress
Cry with me, a single true tear,to understand true happiness
Cherish with me, the wonders of life,as they need to be preserved
Rejoice with me, in the mysteries,of what is yet to be
Find peace with me, in each other's souls,when the world has gone insane
Find love with me, in each other's hearts,until this life has been fulfilled
And when the path comes to an endI hope we can say from within
We've known the beauty of true love,our love came from within
_love cik mon-mon your truly_
Labels: AWWWWWWW
posted at Wednesday, September 03, 2008
~August
AsWrWb....................August.... Wat a month !!!! Alot of stuff happen..Highs n lows....Relationship wise biase la eh ! Ade gd tyms n bad tyms tpi we still manage 2 go thru it 2gther n still goin strong. KOMPOMPOM !!!!!!!! Workyn wise alhamdulillah im still in PSA bt 4 her...she still searchyn 4 dat 1 gd job !! Tu ar ade kwn mcm YEYE ! A KWN BNYK BOBAL BNYK BOHONG LA !!!!!!!! Dnt wori nie,i believe 2 gt e ryt job u nid 2 tempoh all e shit pirst/challenges.....K skrng abt our family eh...Hmmmmm...My family still e same alhamdulillah...Hers quite roller coster ride sumtyn lyk dat tpi still alhamdulillah.... Den on 22nd aug 2008 trajedi struck !!! Btol la !!! My best fren pass away... Dis is no ordinary fren im tokyn abt.. Dis is a fren dat canner nk ckp eh....... Susah dtg punye ! Btol la....We were frens bck in secondary sch dazee tpi nt dat close. We went thru Ns same2 tpi nt e same coy nor e same unit tpi we still mit n cntc sum tyms.N coincidenly ryt after ORD we wrk at Goldin Ent at pasir pnjng terminal.... We were realli gettyn close sey....During my tym at goldin dat i realli gt 2 noe hym insyd out,all his problems n mre....He 2 was there 4 all my problems n mre...His left 4 PSA after 6 mths wiv Goldin while i was there a year.I convince him 2 transfer bck 2 pasir pnjng terminal coz i was lonely n he did manage 2 gt transfer....Btol la wat a fren he is.....We were prime mover drivers fyi....On my last day of wrk i decided nt 2 wrk n company hym in his vehicle thru out his nyt shift sampai pagi...Btol la i still rmbr dat nyt.We were tokyn smokyn kutok psl org hahaha...Btol la ! After goldin i was workyn 4 sum delivery coy 4 abt 4-5 mths wen i gt a job at yup PSA....I think itz fated dat we were 2 b e best buddies.Im lyk e negative tinkyn guy n he is e owaz postive guy.Btol la bnyk btol kenangan sey kat keje,his house n yup i was there wen he met his current lover....Doing dis blog ting ryt nw is very painful sey....Nk kate kn ade bnyk lgi ar tpi...Haizz btol laa.....Thank you for all the advices support fren....
Al-Fatihah Kepada Allahyarham Sulaiman Bin Hashim.....Terima kasih...AsWrWb
Labels: from e bottom of myn heart
posted at Wednesday, September 03, 2008
~Confessions frm me
Friday, August 08, 2008
I dunno hw to explain diz to u bt i tot diz was onli me havyn diz thoughts but it seems U too have think it e same..OMS..we both do haf loads in common esp mind & thoughts..At first i didnt wana tynk abt it too e same as hw u say it bt it seems its important for me as i cherish u too much,haizzzz...This is onli engagement and we have this thoughts already..bt hw if it cmes to MARRIAGE??i dun wana tynk abt it as i say bt its juzt that it will dampen the hopes dwn of wantyn to build a lovely home just the two of us...I have never today will cme but yea i admit its all due to me...If onli I cld read his feelynz/being to able understnd him mre...bt he himself dn understnd me at tymz,y am heroine lyk diz???
"LIFE IS UNFAIR yet IT TEACHES US REMARKABLY IN MAKYN E RYT/WRONG DEISIONS"
Mon-Mon hopes for the true everlasyn L O V E with u pooh.
Labels: its sad
posted at Friday, August 08, 2008