~..its been awhile...i've been hibernatyn..
Saturday, October 02, 2010
well,its been like how many years since i blogged..beeen in hibernation mode...and currently am in e disease of POXING all over my body though its been around nearyn a week and am recuperating well,Alhamdulillah!Past this few years as per nrml upsy & turvy here and there..recession at a point of tym,financial unstable,relatnshp crapness,me not doin well as a matured lady OR maybe bein childish as owaz!bo pian sey~....
its already like October 2nd yet i am stuck at hme,not complaining abt my sickness juz am mebe bored at home. but its good i guess coz i cn rest well eventhough i haf to 'pantang' all e food that i consumed..haiz..definitely nt good but i guess this is how every mother face after birth which of course much more worst and that could just be my fear if i were to give birth in the coming years.that sides e point that there is like 25 days to my bdae but i m not feeling e usual excitement coz i have to adapt to e situation where my life partner is neither e typical 'romance/romantic' OR 'just e type have to be told,then gona be done and we end up bickeryn'..its not my type to tell off a person but if it means that he is my life partner,he needs to know what i'm like in terms of how to react to a certain qns when bein asked or can i have an answer instead of 'i duno' or 'maybe'...He is trying his best not be mad at me and learning e depth of PATIENCE with me due to my character / attitude / emo-ness..
to be continued..
Labels: 0ct 2010
posted at Saturday, October 02, 2010
~No hope
Monday, June 21, 2010
Kompom ar dekni tk blh make it.Haiz....Asl la u gini ?????Ni last aku ckp ape2 lgi kat dia...Hanya tuhan saje yng blh tolong dia....
Labels: confessions of a hero
posted at Monday, June 21, 2010
~Frustration
Knape kau slalu mesti prangai ????
Knape ? Knape ? Knape ? Wake up ur fucking idea !
Labels: hottest buzz....
posted at Monday, June 21, 2010
~End !
posted at Friday, June 04, 2010
~~Y~
Saturday, March 13, 2010
If this relationship dosent work than let this be the last.Why ?...... Well let me start of by saying that firstly im no rich son of a gun and secondly im like a human shrek.Who in this bloody fucking already corrupt world would want me.Thats why......I respect those who have accomplish wat they have done in bringing up a family.Well as for me i have had it.Im not saying I hate having a relationship no thats not right.You see i treasure this thing im having right now and i would do anything to save it.The thing is I cant stand their bloody fucking attitude.Seriously I have been trying ever since it started.............
Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
KEPALE BUTOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
ANAK SUNDALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
Yeah all this is inside my head.IF YOURE READING THIS LIFE IS SIMPLE DONT MAKE IT HARD FOR YOURSELF ! PAHAM
posted at Saturday, March 13, 2010
~true life
Friday, March 12, 2010
Im 25 this year.Currently working as a driver in some big company.Im working 12 hours shift.Today is my off day and so is tomorrow.I am so bored and frustrated with what is happening all around the world right now.The world is ending soon.I may not like what i've just said but it seems everything is going that direction.Towards the end.All this bad people is around us.They are all over the world.They are winning the war.I can see it happening everyday on the news,tv,radio even our daily lives is affected by them.There is nothing I can do but i wont give up.I know how it goes about but my knowledge is not there yet but I know I will achieve it because I strongly believe there is another way to life,a much better way of living.A living that theres only love peace harmony.Everyone is happy.Problem or not still happy.....
But time is running short.This things know im changing from the inside but they are not making it easier for me.Life is tough.Well life used to be easy.Now....we are living in a time where Money Power rules.And the bad people are controlling the Money and Power of this world....
If we just take one moment to stop and look and understand what is happening around us then we'll see.I've seen and understand it.
Well this is just my theory to true life......
posted at Friday, March 12, 2010
~Ending of 2009 soon...
Friday, December 25, 2009
asslkm...woah..ending of 2009 soon..kids endyn holidays & strtyn sch bck to square..me am mebe gona quit veri soon,currently am wrkg bck in f & b...yup..blive it again..me in f & b..haishhh..coz been unemployed for abt 8 mths in 2009..so e onli solutn was to gt into f &b asap..as i noe its nt tat easy scratchyn for job..though loadsa stuff hppnd,no problm no lyf mah..=)...Though i am now looking out for job tats ofis hrs la,mebe?aiseyman i m still ficklish abt diz career mindset of myn..though a round of applause for myn darlz bie as he gt permanent job at an establishd company..Alhamdulillah..Newae can chat further,sum pic i took at Malaysia for myn fmly trip on e 18th Dec to 21st Dec 09.
Labels: trip 09
posted at Friday, December 25, 2009
~Hate dat bitch
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Kalau mak da mcm anak sundal abeh mcm mane eh ??????
Labels: still hate dat bitch
posted at Tuesday, March 24, 2009